You’ve accomplished something great!
Something you have work hard to get, something you have always wanted to do and I am truly happy for you I really am.
So why does it make me so sad?
Maybe it’s because I wasn’t there to help you achieve it or perhaps it is because I am not there to enjoy the victory with you either way your happiness puts a black cloud over my world…a black shitty resentful, jealous cloud.
And now I’m sad.