Numb, my mind is numb
I feel nothing and yet I feel everything all at once.
I wish I could increase the numbness, control it make it work for me and not against me.
I would love to be completely numb basically deaf to the world around me.
I don’t want it to hurt me anymore…
I don’t want to hurt anyone else anymore.

I’m sorry.
I’m always sorry.

                                       Lady B.